Don't Ever Let Me Go...


Yesterday get my pmr result.. Well..quite disappointed.. I will talk about that later on another post..:)

23rd of Dec:
That day I was busy working and Joanna suddenly popped out and asked me wheter I go home early today... I said no and she told me it was 过冬..* I had no idea what to call that in English* And What I told her was:"My parents had divorced.. What to do.. Celebrate myself la.." When I serve one of the customer I almost cried.. I was thinking that why the others can have a happy life with their family but I can't...

Bf knew about it.. Bf said he wanted to take me to his house to eat with his family.. So.. after work, I wait for bf.. I kept on waiting and waiting and suddenly someone hugged me from behind.. It was bf.. I almost get heart attack..:) He knew about my family so he brought me to eat with his family..* thnx bf..*



24th of Dec:

It was Christmas Eve and it was also our nightmare..Don't you guys agree?? PMR result announcement was on that day.. Met Yu Cin they all at kanna.. My heart was pumping very fast.. So I played with usual guys.. Spending time taking photo with friends.. After a while.. We went in to the hall to get pmr result.. After Lee Kim Lai gave all her speech, the teachers started to give out the result...When I get my result.. I was so sad..
7A and 1B...

The first person who called me was bf.. I cried on the phone.. Yu cin and the others were also disappointed with their result.. We appeal to remark our test paper.. After that, We went to Ipoh.. Everyone was very sad looking face.. Suddenly bf called me and he said he had arrived to fetch me to his workshop..

Went to his workshop and I hugged him and cried out loudly..He said it was good enough to get 7A in PMR.. What surprised me was My mum didnt even scold me for getting 1B.. She asked me wheter Im ok and dont be so sad because of my result..

Loves..:)

Christmas Eve *Night*:

Went Ulu Langat to celebrate Seh Wan's birthday.. Went gasonline but the service there was sucks.. Bf was so angry that we leave that place after half an hour.. So we decided to go Nathan.. On the way to Nathan, There was a road block.. Bf's car and Seh Wan's car safe.. But Marvin's car get blocked by the police..LOL.. Bf and Wan waited for him.. I was so thirsty that I asked bf to buy drinks for me.. And bf really do buy for me.. Looking at him..running to that place just to buy drinks for me..I feel touched..:) Reached Nathan and It was already Christmas.. Hugged bf and wished him Merry Christmas..* Kinda stupid..:)*

Reached home around 1 am..

Lastly, wish everyone Merry X'mas and a Happy New Year..:)

TATA..

No Promises..


These days kept on working.. Busy and tired.. So I had no time to update my blog..Hmm..Where should I start from?? Working as usual.. Boring and suddenly Pek see and Callie came.. I was shocked and happy to see them... After work, went bf's place.. Played with his puppy and his dog,Ah Fi... :) bf called one of the puppy that was sleeping "Julia! Julia! come here" I wack him on his leg and his mum laughed like hell..:)

Little puppy..

Took some photos with the cutest puppy..

Bf playing with Ah B

Stupid Bf...LOL

Just now bf came to pick me up from work.. Went for arcade and we had lots of fun..We also went anime shop to scout for anime dvd..:) After that, went to eat shabu shabu at kuchai lama.. He kept on making me laugh... Eventhough we argued this morning, we manage to make each other happy after that..:)

THE END

Tata

Never say Never

Recently busy working.. That's why I ditched my blog..XD Having fun at working place.. Bf came to see me every night and sometimes even scared me from behind.. Yu Cin and David and Chak Soon came over here too.. Yu cin's hair ar.. * slap forehead * LOL

Sunday:
I bought my skating shoe on that day... Expensive but satisfied with it..My bf said he wanted to try my shoe so I wore his shoe..In the rink..he kept on falling because the worker there haven sharpen my shoe.. LOL.. Having lots of fun with bf...



Yesterday:

I've been waiting for thursday because Im having off that day.. And i plan to go skate alone.. but when bf knew that I was alone.. he don't let me go.. And because of this we argue and almost break up... He said if I go skate alone.. then he will make his last decision-breaking up with me... I had no choice... No matter how much I wanted to skate, I also had to go to his place...He said he scared I might fall down or get bang by someone.. So he doesnt let me go alone..=(

Till Then

Tata..

I wanted you..

Having fever this morning.. But need to go to work too.. T.T..Im sure bf wont allow me to go to work.. Anyway, my hockey skate shoe is coming soon.. It cost me RM560.. Expensive,eh?? Haha..

p/s:

Callie,

don't be sad anymore.. You can find a better one... Be happy always and don't ever shed your tears over him.. Smile..ok?? :)

Till then, TATA

We had been through everything.. Happy.. Sad.. Everything.. I love being with you.. You make me happy but you make me sad sometimes..Tears keep rolling down my cheeks whenever you hurt me..I just hope that sometimes you can understand me..

The days we've been through before we couple...It is unforgettable...Even every single minute.. It is still fresh in my mind.. I love you.. No matter what happens..No matter how you treat me.. I will love you with all my heart.. Time flows fast.. And now is the third month.. I hope I can be with you until the end of time.. I love you..

XD

Recently bf and I didn't argue.. but that night we argued because of some small matter...

The first day working:

Im working at sunway.. Quite nervous..but quite fun giving own opinion to customer and enjoy talking with customer.. Suddenly, i saw bf came.. I quickly hugged him and kissed him... Damn happy to see him...:)

The girl that is always with Ian *my yam cha friend* always flirt with my bf.. My bf told me that he wanted to fool her.. He flirt back..At first I was nothing but the girl is getting more and more worse.. I asked my bf not to fool her anymore..so Bf didnt flirt with her anymore..but that night at al-barkath, they were playing poker cards and I was left out..And the most worse part is the girl grab the shisha from my bf and wack his hand.. I was so angry and I asked Ian to warn her not to touch my bf anymore..

If she ever touch my bf I swear i will slap her!! :)

Just came back from bf's house.. We were watching final fantasy VII Advent Children.. Our favourite anime..:) Got to go.. CiaozZz...

Yesterday was a nightmare to me..



We argued again.. I cried at the book fair for two times..
'Can't he understand me?..My bos scolded me.. And he still talk to me rudely.. I asked him not to talk to me like that.. But he said I was stress about work and release all out on him.. I didn't..:( He said it was my fault... I was so sad.. so pain.. Why he can release his stress on me and i can say nothing at all!!! Why i can understand him but he can't'

.. Luckily got Zi Kang accompany me and give me some advice.. And when he gave me chocolate..I smile and my heart not that pain anymore.. Not because Zi Kang gave me the chocolate.. Is because I saw got chocolate and I automatically happy...:) But after that bf and I were like forget what had happened..He came and fetch me and go eat together..Went home around 11.45 pm..

Tik Tok

Went to work again.. Wear makeup..:) Arrived there and worked as usual.. My bos daughter and relatives went there to help too.. Suddenly I heard them talk bad of me.. I damn angry and asked Zi Kang to look at them.. They thought they were relatives of my bos so they can bully me and do things halfway.. I damn hate them... Then I went the mines alone during break time..without boys for the first time.. Lol..

Im off from work early.. Then bf said his friend came to fetch me.. He said it was Justin and he drive silver myvi to fetch me.. I was curious.. Justin supposingly drive Kembara or waja.. I dont care so much.. I wait for him.. And bf said he arrived already.. I went to the entrance.. I saw one myvi drove away and I chased the myvi.. Then I called bf where was Justin.. And what bf said is: U turn behind and walk straight.. And I saw bf!!! I kept on laughing and quite shocked and happy too..On the way to bbj.. He kept on say that Im stupid and still havent notice that it was him who fetch me.. Grrr.... But quite happy... After bbj, went home..XD


Today:

Got to go to work soon.. So ciaozZz..XD

:)

Today Im off from work because I want to company my bf to go find Seh Wan at superstar..Wan is modifying his car.. adding supercharge in his car..:) After that, went Sunway eat steamboat with bf..:) Bf keep joking and I keep laughing.. Now im at bbj with bf and using friend's laptop to update my blog..XD Got to go.. CiaozZz..

Im happy because me and my bf keep getting better and better..:)

Retard bf..:)

Till then

Tata..

Already Gone


1st & 2nd day at work:
I went to work at the mines.. Quite hot and I sweat a lot.. Keep arranging those books and my leg and eyes damn tired...And i get RM 105 for working two days..Quite fun and I knew some friend..Some of them were also from Catholic High School..Love working with them..:)

3rd & 4th day at work:
The exhibition started and I started to work at another place.. I sell food.. Starting I was abit busy and I dont know what to do.. After a while.. I manage it quite well.. Zi Kang and some of my friends just working beside my stall.. So now I got company!!! LOL..Lazy to update.. Just letthe photo do the talking:

This little boy is one of the stall's worker's son.. He was so cute until I bully him everytime he come to my stall.. lol..:)

Bf and I getting better after these days.. The days before we kept on arguing and I was so fed up until my feelings towards him become more less already..Yesterday after work.. I went home and bf came and fetch me..

Before that i was emo that why bf can fetch his ex last time after work from sunway but he cannot do these for me.. I was so sad until I almost cry.. But I forced myself to think that Maybe he thought the mines too far and he had no money for petrol..

Yesterday he fetched me to the parking lot near lrt station.. There is a huge space there... And I was quite emo and argued with bf.. After I told why im like that these days to my bf..we argued again.. but at least i no need to hide everything inside my heart and cause us to argue again.. After a while.. peace XD.. And we saw a Malay couple making love inside the car..OMG!!



The End...
XD

Back In Action..:)

Last Saturday:
Went Bo Wei's party.. Saw my ex.. Quite uncomfortable seeing him.. Due to tiredness, bf wanted to go back early.. Before went back, my ex forced bf to drink beer.. I was standing behind bf and see he cant stand anymore.. So i helped him to drink the beer.. After a while.. I get drunk and keep laughing at myself.. How silly.. But at least bf can drive his car carefully...

Camwhoring XD:

Last Thursday:

Went to pasar malam with bf.. Well..its been a while i never had time to go pasar malam with him.. I pierce my ear there.. I was quite nervous and scared of pain.. so i hold my bf's hand very tightly..LOL,,:)

Till then..

Tata..

What happened to me and you these days??

Is this just my problem or what..

I hate being myself..

My heart is bleeding..

Can anyone tell me what to do??

Tears rolling down my cheeks..

What goes around comes around..

* took this photo at sunway.. went there to watch Jennifer's body..Movie damn sucks*

A lot of things happened..My family been scolding you and making us apart.. but I never give up to take the opportunity to go out at night.. Just to see you and I will be very satisfied..I wonder wheter if your feeling towards me had changed.. It makes me so frustrating and kept on simply think every single day.. It makes me wanna cry.. But I love you.. I hope you know how much I love you.. No matter what happened to us.. It wont affect my feeling towards you.........

Baby I will wait for you..:)



Sorry for not updating these days.. Internet connection damn suck.. A lot of things had happened to me these days.. Some were happy but some were sad and frustrating..Hmm where should i start from?? I just will update some important event.. Forgive me for my laziness..:)



2nd month annivessary:
Gave up my halloween party with all my besties.. Went to bf's place.. At night, went to his auntie's place because he wanted me to meet his relatives.. Ate our dinner and went Ulu Langat.. The place where our story starts..watching at the night view of Kuala Lumpur.. Thinking back the moment we kissed last few months at the same place.. Standing at the same place and hugged each other.. Then went home..

Last Sunday:

The day which our arguement for five days stopped.. Bf went to Allen's wedding.. I thought he forgot that he promised me that he will bring me out for movie and I cried.. But he didnt really forgot.. He wanted to give me surprise so he didnt tell me that he still remember what he had promised me.. Went Mid Valley for movie and guess what?? The seat was full!!! I wanted so much to watch Jennifer's Body and Pandorum..Then we went catching prawns.. Lol.. He got just one prawn in one hour.. Then at night ate dinner with his family.. and guess what happen??

My mum scolded me and I kinda talk back to her.. And she asked me to leave the house..and I took all my clothes and almost leave the house.. My mum wacked me with hanger and threw things to me.. I hate her and will never bother her anymore..

Monday and Tuesday:

Went practice dancing because preparing for competition..:) had a lot of fun..

P/s: I gave up all my date with friends, my party, all-american reject's consert and even my prom night with my senior.. I promised him to be his partner before I couple with my bf.. But bf don't like me to go and almost argued.. I don't want to argue with him anymore.. I love him.. I can give up everything because of my bf but Friends.. I would make that an exception.. I wont give up you guys include boys too..:) Sorry...

Do what you can to make your loved ones happy :)

Guess what?? Paintball CANCELLED!!! Damn angry!!

(I) amcorp with friends..
I was arguing with my bf.. Because I told him I go Enn's bf house with a whole bunch of people..I cried when he suddenly tell me that wheter is he really the one who suits me..Thanks Enn they all for comforting me..

(II) Sean's house..
Went there by taxi.. Gosh, we went to the wrong road and the taxi fare was so expensive.. Played around with them to forget what had happen between me and my bf.. Suddenly bf called.. Talked with him and he mentioned that no matter how far his place is, his ex gf will go there to see him.. He was like comparing me and his ex gf.. I was so sad until I cried so loudly.. This is the first time I had done so many things for a guy... What I told him is: 为对方付出不求他以一样的方式来回报但求对方可以对自己好一点不管自己付出几多即使那一点也好,我也满足了..

I told him this because He wanted me to promise him to give up all my boy friends.. Because he had given up all his friends since he coupled with me.. Today was the day he truly hurt me deeply........

Till then.. Tata..

Thanks guys..:)

:(

Today went ice skating with bf..

Argued with him.. For the first time..

But somehow.. both of us learn how to tolerate..If not.. I think Im still arguing with him..

Sorry Darling.. I love you..♥

No mood to update my blog..

Going for paintball tomorrow with usual people..

Till then..

Tata..