I'm awake in the infinite cold because you exist in my life :)

Cheese ! :) HAHA! It's time to change my hairstyle :) Everyone doesn't seem to recognize me anymore. HAHA! Went to the TTC dinner :) It was fun that night. And it was a bbq party :)

Pek See :)

And David :D

Love this picture :)

Snap by the photographer when he passed by me

And some more i'm eating :)

I love hockey skating and dancing. It's part of my life. :) :)

Bff's for life :) <3

Nights , Human :)

:D

Hi people :) It's been two weeks i never go to school. :) Today went to school to settle some stuff such as forecasting my trial marks and signing some paper. Now i only realise that teachers are hard to find. They were not there whenever i went to the office. I had no choice but to walk the whole school to find for them :(

The last teacher i can't find is my Biology teacher. With the help of my class monitor, I found her at form 4 classes. LOL. I requested to forecast my marks to A+.

Here goes our conversation:

Teacher: What's your deal?

Me: I'll do anything you say * I feel like I'm dealing with a businesswoman LOL *

Teacher: You sure you can fulfill my deal or not? Get A+ for Biology in SPM.

Me: Oh, Can larrrrr....... :)

Then,

Me: Btw, I'm going to your extra class next week

Teacher: I don't want you in my class. You sure talk in my class.

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Me: * It hurts :( LOL * I promise I wont talk. If i talk, you can just kick me out from the class HAHA!

Teacher: Sure ar? Okay, see you next week.

She's so cute. HAHA! Oh and my Chinese teacher too but she wouldn't forecast my marks. It's okay because she had already upgrade the marks twice. She consider as my friend . :) Alot of cute teacher I have now. Really gonna miss them after graduate :(

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Monday:

-Beer Factory, Scott Garden

Went for drinking session with Pek See, Chee Yung, Ryan and Jean Sin. We played card game together and whoever lose the game must drink. LOL I was quite drunk that night but luckily, I still can walk by my own. I almost tripped as I'm wearing high heels HAHA!

Pek See :)

Overnight at Pek See's place. The next morning, we went for breakfast together at Taipan. We saw Chee yung they all dancing in the car . LOL

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Jean Sin's car ahead. *spot the little dinosaur :)

Guess what is she doing? She's sunbathing. :)

So cute :)

When i step forward, she came to me

Awww.. :)

Love her so much :

Watched this movie last night. Angelababy is so pretty :) And i found a nice song from this movie: "Love you you by JJ Lin" Search for this song if you want to :)

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I thought i can be strong enough to heal myself, forget my past and pull myself out from the pain. It's hard.. Once, I would do anything because of a guy. Once, i gave all my trust to a guy. In the end, nothing left but bruises and scars. Because of all those lies and betrayal, I'm afraid to fall in love again..

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I let it fall, My heart. And as it fell, you rose to claim it :)

Im here to update my blog again :D

Study Mode : ON :)

Hardcore study for SPM now :) Hehe :) Stay at home for the whole day and study :) My classmates asked me out for group study but suddenly they ffk me -.- So, I brought the birthday girl, Lim Kuan Gi out for dinner :) Since it was her birthday :)

Took this using my phone :)

It was so nice

I was moody and walked out from my house and spotted the beautiful sky. :)

It made me feel better :)

I broke my nail :(

I was dancing in my room and when i'm going to take my bath,

I realised my nail was bleeding -.- FML

Star Village with ze' birthday girl :)

And then headed to Nathan :)

I was shocked to see there was night market surrounding Nathan . OMG . I can't find a place to park my car LOL. -.-

Wei Xiang's car . HAHA!

Purposely went in front of the stall and took this picture HAHA!

HAHA!

Went sunway and study at Pek See's house since my classmates ffk me -.- Her parents was like: " Wah so late still come here and study. So hardworking ar. " HAHA! It was almost 10 pm when i reached her house :) LOL. After that, went Kelana Jaya and get my test paper and photos from my friends. AHH ! i got my BM paper and i calculate my marks. I get an A for BM :) HAHA

I'd joined a dance crew recently - INSANEdustry :) Back to dancing once again :) Gonna get a pair of sneakers soon :) Can't wait for it :)

That's all for today :) Goodnight humans :) :)

Forget the Past , Improve the Present :)

*When i was taking this photo,

my mum was like nagging me cause i keep on camwhoring in the car XD *

It's been so tough these days. I tried to stand back on my own. It's difficult but now i'm still trying. Trying to be a better person. For myself. So no one is going to hurt me anymore. I had lost my way previously but now I had set a goal for myself. :) I'll move on and try harder to achieve my goal. :) It's just me right now :) Everyone said: ' You are just 17 years old. You still have a long way to go. Don't worry " :) Yeah, it's not too late to start a new life :) HAHA!

Can't believe I'm still awake in the middle of the night. HAHA!

Thursday:

Went to Sunway Pyramid for ice skating. :) I was unhappy that day and i need to chill. :( Damn hyper when i saw it was just a few people at the rink. I can speed on the rink and won't accidentally bang someone on the rink as the person who wears hockey skates will get blacklisted if he or she bang someone on the rink when speeding. I don't want to be in the list! :( Never ever ! HAHA!

Lotsa hockey skaters that i knew came. And we had fun together. They even wanted to make me fall down so that the photographer there can take the picture of me falling down. -.- Because the photographer took photos of every single hockey skaters falling down and upload it up on the main screen of the computer at the rink -.- So, They 'pakat' to make me fall down -_______-

Saturday:

It was fun yesterday -- Study session with Pek See and Chee Yung

After finished studying, we went to eat cendol and rojak at the roadside where those indians open their stalls at and they came to my house for movies. Syok-Nya :D

Chee Yung was so 'guai lan' that he keep teasing me. Haih :( But he never fail to make me laugh :):)

I stop here for now :) Goodnight peeps :) CiaozZz

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等一个人好累、爱一个人好苦、想一个人好痛……
但，
最痛的是，
当那曾经爱你，关心你一切，毫无条件地付出的人慢慢消失。
到那时候才发现原来他是那么地重要。
发现原来自己没有了他，可以那么地迷失。
原本有那么的一个人在身边，
就因为不懂得珍惜，
就失去了。
一切太迟了。
只留下后悔和遗憾。


心淡了，再也不敢期待。心累了，一切就让它顺气自然。


写着这篇文章，眼泪突然从眼眶掉了下来。这会是最后一次掉泪。因为心真的淡了。

休息就是为了走更长的路，你就是我的旅途。

*Boooo... Study Chemistry until crazy already :D

Stress, stress and stress.. LOL -.- I just did an essay about how to cope with stress yesterday night. I knew how to write it out but i dont know how to do it in real life. LOL. Blog is always the place for me to release everything out.

Recently in love with this song : Someone like you - Adele :) Mad love

"Sometimes it lasts in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead"

It's so true. :/

I'll stop here for now :) Bye humans :D

p/s: 如能心淡，一切就可以变得简单，那再也不会觉得累，再也不会受伤。

If there is a person that can make you a better person in the future and forget your past, don't ever leave him :) ♥

Gonna update my blog again :)

Friday:

Yamcha session with lovely girls - Ejia & Cheryl :)

Went to Kelana Jaya to pick them up and headed to Nathan, OUG. HAHA! It was fun chatting with them :) Back around 12.30 am :) And there were 2 road blocks again -.- LOL. There was a traffic jam at LDP due to a car accident. I don't want to stuck in the traffic jam >.< So after fetching Cheryl home, Me and Ejia went to a food court at Taman Megah. HAHA . Luckily my mum didn't scold me for being home late :)

Ejia :) ♥

Sunday:

MidValley - Alexis - Movie - Alexis (Bangsar) *AGAIN -.- *

It's been a long time that i had never go for an outings with friends :) Drove to MidValley and meet Pek See, Chee Yung and his cousin brother at Alexis, The Gardens :) We watched the movie - Fright Night. It was freaking awesome and scary too. :)

Epic Moment - There was this guy sitting in front of us laughing very loud and suddenly he accidentaly spilled over the popcorn to the person beside him. Then he keep on saying sorry to the person beside him and laugh again. Me and Pek See were laughing at him HAHA!

I thought it was a Malay Movie :) HAHA!

After the movie, we went to Bangsar :) At first , I didn't know where IS Bangsar. LOL. But luckily I didn't get lost. Because Bangsar is right behind Mid Valley HAHA! ;D And We went to Alexis. AGAIN -.- HAHA!

Tiramisu ♥ I love it :)

Group Pictures :D

Chee Yung & Pek See :) :)

Chee Yung said we were like standing behind Jean Sin and forced him to smile :)

HAHA

Awww My love ♥

Chan Pek See ♥♥♥

:D ♥

It was fun hanging out with them :) :) I guess I had to stop here.

Kinda tired after the outings *yawn*

Goodnight peeps ♥

Oh ya , and to all PMR candidates:

Good Luck in your PMR :) ♥

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